Sense of Wonder

I would like to start by saying that I am 31, not a Christian but a very spiritual person, and have never believed in angels-that sort of thing is for people who like to collect figurines.

I was laying in bed this morning and I closed my eyes. In that instance, I saw an angel. Her face was almost touching mine as if she wanted to kiss me, or inhale my breath. Her hands were pressed onto the bed to the left and right of me beside my shoulders, as if she were holding her self up as she leaned over me. I was startled and opened my eyes, there was no one there.

I closed my eyes to see if I could recreate the experience. Instead, there was a white object among the darkness we normally see when we close our eyes. It moved back and forth very fluidly, I want to compare it to the stuff inside the lava lamp. As it moved it began to get closer, I couldnt make out a face or a figure but I could see this light had wings. As the object got closer I could see that the wings were lit with this twinkling, moving light. I was looking so closely that my eyes popped open. I closed my eyes to again recreate the experience, but nothing. Just darkness.

I don't know what this means. I don't feel as if this angel was sent to tell me anything. I have been doing alot of praying lately. I am left with a sense of wonder about what has happened.

Thanks and have a blessed day,